Thank you for all the support. Yes I was prescribed medication in addition to the ones I was taking. So currently Im taking Risperdal, Effexor and Tegretol, but Im weaning off the Effexor. Im currently in therapy and have been for 3 years. I cant get Dbt cuz its not available here but I would like to have it.

I guess the reason Im so upset by all of this is because I think I have just realized that this is a life long disease and a life long fight and my issues wont just go away and my life will be nice and perfect. Thats hard to swallow. I guess I shouldnt be focusing on the name so much but I cant help it. Im just tired of being sick