Hi,

This is so kind of you to worry about me. You don't have too.

Suicide is a package deal that comes with depression. To tell you that it's not on my mind would be lying to you. But I also know it is not an option for me as I have childrens and some people depending on me. I can't do that to them. This said, I have a very good strong willpower so don't worry about me.
I'm sorry if my message did, it wasn't my intention.

I am struggling with a lot of mean people. My familly, at work, so call friends and even online(not in here). My heart is in peices and I don't understand why these people are so mean. I want them to forget about me and if I step back maybe with time they will forget me.

Again thank you! Take care of yourself!

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