Thank you butterfly but I'm not actually back yet. I still need a break from the forums. I'm not in a good place at all right now, in fact, I'm worse now than I was for the last week I've been absent. I am offering my apologies as part of my healing process. I hold absolutely NO anomosity towards anyone, without exception. I would like to be friends and accepted by all as I accept everybody here at PC, without exception. Right now, I'm feeling like my apology is not being well received as I am not either. Of course, that makes me really sad.

I apologize for my continual absence from the forums. I do and will check in for PMs though. I will continue to pray for everyone here while I am not here.

Much peace to everyone.