In reading between the lines it seems like you know exactly what you want to do. I encourage you to do what seems best for you.
Depression at the level you describe won't disappear by moving back home or getting a job or any new activity. I encourage you to continue to seek out help. Many of us need to discover what attitudes and beliefs about ourselves are fueling the depression.
I remember thinking years ago, I was too intelligent to be this depressed, I should be able to figure it out and fix it. Well, it just wasn't true. I was emotionally wounded and did need help. It was impossible to wake up one day and tell myself I wouldn't be depressed any more. It was beyond any act of will. I am thankful I found a good therapist who helped me find the way out of the hopelessness.
Wishing you the best along this journey called life,
Judy
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However confused the scene of our life appears, however torn we may be who now do face that scene, it can be faced, and we can go on to be whole.
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