Hi paradigmlost,

I have to agree that you do seem to know that it would be best to put off grad school. When I took some time off between B.S. and grad school many years ago (Like you, I felt depressed and burned out), people told me I'd never go back - NOT! I really believe that it isn't worth it to do it now, if you're not into it. It's going to be tough, a lot of work, will require dedication, etc. What about seeing if the university willl hold a place for you until next year and then you can re-evaluate? During that year, concentrate on getting better. And even if they won't hold a place, with your talent and intelligence, you'll get in somewhere else. Just my opinion.

I'm sorry you're feeling so stressed. Maybe making a decision will alleviate some anxiety?
Feel better! Celebrate your B.S.!

foreverlost