I don't know...everyones here...the Whole family and I'm off in a guest bedroom and I can here the laughter and all and I'm just off in a guest room trying to get to sleep and all I know is that I have no energy and they all know its rob, the guy with the problems and I just feel so alone...just so alone. I wish I had stayed home alone you know? I just feel so much the outcast and all alone. I don't know, maybe christmas will be better you know? Anyone else feel down and out today?