Why do you choose to live?
What motivates you to make an effort in life?
Why do you get out of bed in the morning?
Do you WANT to live?

I didn't know where to put this, so I figured I'd ask my fellow bipolars.
I'm not depressed or suicidal; I mean just in general. I went through something yesterday, and I realized that my motivation and drive was taking away from me. You can read it here http://lifenotworking.blogspot.com/2...-life-for.html (not trying to promote my blog, it's just easier than copy&pasting it in here).

I don't want to die, but I don't understand why I should live either.

Have any of you felt like this?