so tired of putting on this "brave face" every day, it seems like i'm EVERYONE's shoulder to cry on and everyone's crutch to lean on.

i don't mind it always, the people who need me will need me and i am content with that- i need them too, but i really can't be the crutch for the lot of them. it's not like i don't have my own problems.

life is in complete chaos and i really can't do this whole be brave thing much longer. i don't need all this stress. the all lean on me when they need someone else but it's as if people don't even know me. my stress and my problems are irrelevant to so many.

life is too stressful and it is killing me to see the person i love most in so much pain. these past two weeks have been too much