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Originally Posted by theama
Why do you choose to live?
What motivates you to make an effort in life?
Why do you get out of bed in the morning?
Do you WANT to live?
I didn't know where to put this, so I figured I'd ask my fellow bipolars.
I'm not depressed or suicidal; I mean just in general. I went through something yesterday, and I realized that my motivation and drive was taking away from me. You can read it here http://lifenotworking.blogspot.com/2...-life-for.html (not trying to promote my blog, it's just easier than copy&pasting it in here).
I don't want to die, but I don't understand why I should live either.
Have any of you felt like this? |
Hi theama, god, I feel like this all the time! As I got older and more tired of the battle, I went on an existential mission. Why am I here? What does my existence mean? Is it all worth it? Don't have an answer. Just looking for some peace. Not suicidal either but wouldn't mind if god in his infinate wisdom arranged a small accident. Very, very tired.