Hey BIZI, I just awoke and decided to jump on and check to see whats happening. I don't have family to help me sit. I am going to start interviewing sitters next week. I figure I need free time. And when I went for my assessment the week before, he watched the kids. But I use to be very confident, and the he started to flirt with other women in front of me, after I had the first baby, I am fairly petite, but 2 years after the first baby, I was really depressed and I lost alot of weight, and he started to disrespect me in front of other women, to the point that one day, one of the women said, " is that your real husband ? " . How embarressing. Even though now I have put the weight back on, I don't trust him. And it's like my disorder makes everything more to me , than others. I take things so hard. I have a hard time getting over things, letting them go. So I am also hoping that my MEDS will make be strong enough to WALK, or atlease not to " trip " and not fear, you know ?
We will see.