My mums just bought a dvd hoping to cheer me up a bit... she showed it to me andim just so depressed now, crying. She slammed it down and isn't talking now.
I appreciate what she was trying to do... but I used to watch that film with J and he loved it so much, he'd laugh all the way through and I love(d) watching him laugh and he quoted it all the time.

Oh I just want to give in.... I can't be happy ever, there's always something, even if its just as small and stupid as this.

Going to my clouds