: )

when i'm feeling nervous with someone, i usually think that she/he has spread something bad about me. this makes my feelings even worse! but i can not consciously get rid of it and couldn't think of getting away from the situation. even if i do, it goes with me. and i'd usually think that everyone knows and laughs at me. i think people can't trust me. i think i'm a bad person. usually, i blame my parents for bringing me up this way... i blame all the people in my childhood. i hate myself for being me. i think i'm stupid and useless.
i think that i get more nervous than people do because they have enough security for themselves.
RedAlert is a war game. i usually play it when i don't have anything to do.
yeah, biking is a good exercise.
i am curious about your 20 yrs of therapy. what was diagnosed on you? are you still on therapy?
Grey, nice color!
on weekend, i am going to study physiology! i don't really have much interest with the subject but i have to make-up with my failing grades. it's about respiration.

Therese