so my x calls and wants to see me tonight. im at my sisters cuz i avoid being home without her. brings on anxiety and panic attacks. so she says oh your with family not tonight maybe another night. im freaking i want to see her now right now. shes all relaxed about it and says another night. says she will see me tomorrow night after i drop my kids off. so im so excited that im gonna see her but freaked out she will change her mind between today and tomorrow.she has changed her mind allot lately, like the past 3 months. i want to beleive her but dont want to base my day tomorrow on seein her and have her change her mind. so how do i deal with this if she changes her mind? im completely lost without her. its what brought on my anxiety and depression. theres a part of me that says dont count on it, but a bigger part of me wanting to actually see her.