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Please will you tell me I am ok, I can trust ppl can't I ?

I hate it that I can't see anyone on here and be with ppl who care in real life.

I so desperatly need to know I am ok, I want someone to hold my hand. I am crying now so much, can I trust any of you ? I mustn't lose my ability to trust you. I need it restored.

It feels so wrong to turn to ppl I can't even see, there isn't anything wrong with me is there ? I haven't done anything to hurt ppl have I ?

Please don't reject me - I know I am pathetic, a sad old thing turning to ppl that have the power to hurt me. All ppl have the power to hurt me, that's why I am so nice, so they won't. I just want some friends who understand.

take care of yourselves, Poppet

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man this sounds like me tonight totally......wish I could cut and paste it and post it again and put my name to it.....just wanted you to know your not alone.....my T is taking two weeks off to be with his wife who is having surgery for cancer and he might have to cancel his practice and I am so SCARED....I have never trusted anyone until him and now this....I do not want to be abandoned again....so I turn to the boards here for comfort and I know people are here for me and they are here to talk to....so PM me anytime ..........I could use the talk myself.........take care