I feel the same way a lot of the time. I understand how frustrating it can be. financially i am in dire straits. but i keep plugging along. side work on weekends is good for a while then i get slammed. bills, car payment, life, husband. all goes south.
take a step back and realize we are all glad you are here. now we need to just convince you!
You are wanted.......you cant give up.
Colleen

