Hi Silver, I'm not sure where you are from but in Australia we call that feeling being "Clucky". You see it's SO normal we have a common term for it. I had my first baby when I was 19 and would not change a thing (except my age ). I'm 38 and have three more children now, all under school age, I am single again (thank goodness!) and love those babies to bits (even the giant annoying one who woke me up at 3:30 am cos he forgot his key). When I see a heavily pregnant woman I feel like walking up to her and saying " HA HA, thats not me anymore!". but when I see a newborn I get soooo jealous and think "I want that again". My youngest turned one in october and I cried a LOT, I think it was the trigger for this spiral I've been in lately!. It's all normal, natural, when the time comes you will have a baby, and maybe Still get "CLUCKY" and maybe not. Either way it's not a bad feeling is it?.