As you know, just under the surface, just under the skin is

1. rage
2. anger
3. tears
4. animosity
5. fear
6. panic
7. attachment disorder
8. stories
9. secrets

And we walk about as though nothing is wrong, smiling, caring for others, giving of ourselves, accepting compliments as though we really deserve them.

One of these days it will all change, at a time least expected