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Nov 29, 2008, 07:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Orange_Blossom

((( Nutty Bud )))

((( Muffin )))

I just wonder sometimes when they were sticking needles in their veins if they ever once stopped and thought about those that loved them. Those that worried. Those that wept for them.

I don't know why I torture myself. I know the answer is no. They were professional heroin junkies for cryin' out loud. Only one thing on their minds.

Selfish bastards.

At least when I get mad at my father for dying, I can understand (well, now as an adult--but not as a little kid) that it is the natural order of things, that parents are supposed to die first.

((((((((((((((((orange))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Because of thier ill health they could not think beyond the next fix

You think about it because you love them and your sad. ((my friend))
((and it hurts)))
my sister could not think beyond the next coke fix. By then it was not her talking or thinking.
my dad was so sad he could not think beyond the pills and booze he drank. while ill before leaving.
You my friend are a very brave and strong person. I know it hurts.
I know the tears well...please know i care as always
muffin