It's easier for a lot of us to reach out on the internet than in person. That's how it is for me anyway. You've come to the right place because we have been through the same things and we understand those feelings. You are accepted here.

Glad you came and felt comfortable enough to talk about it. Go ahead and read through the posts here and you will know that you are not alone.
I have decided not to look at cutting, eating problems, etc. as problems. Those are the ways we deal with things, and maybe there are better coping methods out there to find, but what we are doing helps us.
You are not a pain, especially not here, and if you need to talk we're here for you. You are welcome to PM me if you want to, or try the chat room, or keep posting on this board. Whatever you are comfortable with.

<font color=purple>"The real problem of mental life is not why some people become insane, but rather why most avoid insanity." -Erich Fromm</font color=purple>
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg