I just don't ever think I'm going to like my life. I have no hope that it will get better. There is so much wrong. School is going poorly. My finances are a mess. I am unemployed. I don't think I'll ever get what I want out of life. I have no one in my life that I really trust. I am tired of always feeling pain. I am tired of always being bitter.

I am tired of life.

I wonder if it is supposed to get better or if it will be horrible then someday end.

I don't even know why I am hanging on anymore. Not only isn't there a light, I don't even think that there ever was.

I just want to stop hurting...