I have those same feelings a lot of times. Why am i here? what am i supposed to do. But in order to see the good things in life we have to experience some bad. It makes us more appreciative of what good comes our way. Unfortunately it seems i pick out the bad before the good.

Do I like being depressed. NO! and im sure you dont either. But it is what it is. The way i feel is that I was wired this way, I didnt ask for it. Dont think any of us really do. But i keep coming back here. making friends and realizing that while we have "extra" emotions that others dont have, we are human, and deserve to feel happy.

It does get better, trust me. Take it from somebody whos spent most of her life wanting it to stop. I want to live. I want YOU to live too. and from you coming here its proof that you do too. So give yourself some credit. a pat on the back. and a hug from a fellow depressed individual who wants it to get better. theres always hope that tomorrow will be better than today. So if today is not so hot.

We still have tomorrow.

Take care,
Colleen