Are you kidding me? Telling me "zoning" out won't help but knowing you took a little time off from the world by taking enough meds where is was close to OD'ing is f u c k i n g
hilarious.
Don't tell me how to cope if you yourself cannot cope.
And if you don't like the topic don't read it.

I don't know how to cope today.
I don't even know if I want to.