(((((((((((( Leslie & Pixies )))))))))))))))))
I think there are many folks out there that think they wasted some of their lives waiting to do something....unsure of what or how....maybe waiting for something better to surface. I know I did that for a long time myself. Learning to take chances is not an easy thing to do. Just remember one important thing my friend....we do what we can to the best of our abilities. If something doesn't work and we want to change it, then taking small, safe steps to make that change can feel so good....like we're finally accomplishing something. Sometimes we even have to change our course along the way and that's ok too.
Please don't be too hard on yourself hon. Make a plan....but keep it loose enough to make changes to it if need be. Don't box yourself in with absolutes....that's when it gets more difficult

sabby