Caring and love and support and friendship isn't deserved. It isn't based on what you've done in the past, it isn't based on if you've 'earned' it. I care deeply for you, my friend. Mistakes and all. You are worth it. You are worth whatever help I can offer. I am always here for you. You can call anytime day or night, reason or no reason. You made a decision, you didn't decide to have the pain, you didn't decide to be hurt. The past cannot be undone, no matter how much you cut, no matter how much you hate yourself. Admit to yourself it was the wrong decision, actively plan on ways to work with what you have. Start by forgiving yourself. I've said it before and I will keep saying it because I believe it. Once you can stop hating yourself, you will take a step forward. YOU DO NOT DESERVE THIS PAIN AND HEARTACHE AND SUFFERING BECAUSE OF A 'BAD DECISION'. You are not no where--you are in my heart. You are not alone--we are with you.
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"We can't talk at the same time! It doesn't work like that! I talk, you talk, I talk, you talk!!" ~ Peanut
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