(((((esther))))))

You're not weird at all. I am afraid of men when they get angry.

So much so that when they get mad ...i completely shut down.

It's strange because the situation I happen to be in now is a long distance one. So some of our conversations happen to be online.

If we argue online I can get into an argument because of the computer being between us, but if it's on the phone forget it.

I need to get off the phone, but sometimes he just goes on and on and it's painful for me.

I just shut down completely, and he gets angrier and more frustrated because he doesn't get that.

I am completely quiet. I could puke.

So you're not strange.

If you think I'm hmm what did you call me ..100% loveable ..so are you

Please take good care.

Eva