Dear lmg,
I am so sorry you are in so much pain. You mentioned you started to get some help in school today, a counselor maybe. Great idea for tomorrow.
You could share you thoughts & feelings and maybe find some direction & guidance so you won't have to hurt so deeply.
Please keep posting you are nott alone, we are all here for you
{{{{{{{{{{lmg}}}}}}}}}}}}!
Much Love,
Holmes xoxox