Thread: Surrender....
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Old Dec 01, 2008, 05:24 PM
Lenny Lenny is offline
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Originally Posted by madisgram View Post
i was so afraid it would go away i was even afraid to tell my doctor for fear i would break the spell.
I so agree madisgram..about the fear...

It still perplexes me,,,my pesonal paradox with fear...It has controlled me for all those years...and yet a piece of it now..keeps me free...

Like most things in my life there is a fog of uncertainty...where grey is the color of choice...nothing is conclusive,,what may be a freind one day can turn on us the next...But I comfortable today with this healthy fear of "it"...

A wonderfull post jan...thankyou for sharing..

Always,

Lenny
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