Geez, I'm so very sorry that you are being treated this way. Nobody deserves to have their heart played with. She knows how you feel and is prepared to take the parts of you she wants and discard your heart, NOT FAIR!!!. I hope you don't even pursue a friendship with her to be honest, she doesn't deserve it. When you are in pain, she has the trump card, "honesty". This is a loophole though, and she knows it, I know it well, it was played on me often enough when I was younger. Just because she can claim "honesty" does NOT make her honest, or decent, protect yourself from this heartache 1confused. . We here can not offer sex, but there is soooo much more important things in a friendship, like loyalty, empathy, sympathy, respect, NONE of whch this woman offers you, WE DO!!!..