Keirelle,

I can relate to your story and I know how it feels to be turned down. Some people can be cruel. But you never know what makes them act that way - I like to think they are just scared and frustated about what you ask them for, but most likely they are ignorant - which is why I never put blame on them.

If you could relax a little and try again with this mental health clinic - that would be great, - maybe there are some other workers who could help or at least tell you where else to turn for help. Or you could write them an email if talking in person causes too much stress.
Maybe ask preschool counsellor (if there is one) for advice - they usually have good connections.
You could call emergency line and ask them where to turn - they are supposed to give such info!

THERE ARE ALWAYS OPTIONS! Please, explore every possibility and YOU WILL find warmth and support!