Thread: Surrender....
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Old Dec 02, 2008, 10:15 AM
Lenny Lenny is offline
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Originally Posted by nowheretorun View Post
i had lived in ways that today i am amazed i have survived...
That,,,nowheretorun is one of the amazing gifts of perspective that is given with surrender...

The amazement that we fought so long and hard and still live...when so many others have not..

For me,,I still struggle sometimes with suvivor guilt..and that terrible question.."Why Me?".

One of the very few negatives with long term sobriety is the many funerals attended...

Yes nowheretorun...for me, service is the true seed of Joy..

Make yourself a Terrific Tuesday!!!

Lenny
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Sobriety date...Halloween 1989.
I was plucked from hell...and treat this gift as if it is the only one...