((((((Theresa Ann))))))))) Welcome to pc. You are wrong when you say it's not important. It's very important. It's important to how you feel and how you live. You should care what happens to your body--it's yours, which makes it special. Do you have anyone you talk to about this--a therapist, counsellor, priest, anyone? As you are looking around here, please check out the chats, we have regularly scheduled survior chats, I'm sorry I don't remember off hand when those are, but if you click on calendar above it will tell you. Keep posting here and I'm sure you'll find this site and the people here very helpful!!