so yesterday i tried to go in to the counseling center at my school but got scared and ran out. and i told myself i'd try to go again today and i shoudl go right now but im not. i try to think of every reason why i shouldnt go and convince myself i dont need the help, when i really am struggling and do. blaaaahhh and i keep putting my school work first becuase im scared of what my parents will think if i fail even more classes. ugh i am not having a good day. i feel so down and just want to hide away forever.