Don't be sorry. You hurt, but you are not alone in this.
Just an idea... but would you ever consider going to the SI chat? It's on now... you could just sit and watch, no need to talk if you don't want to or can't.
((((((((Mel)))))))))
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Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter