oh, silent  , getting another doctor's opinion on this would be helpful. the more info you have the better to make wise decisions. at least that's always been the case for me. keep us posted on how you r doing, k? hey and shouting it out is healthy too...it doesn't solve the prob but it releases some of that anxiety building up inside you.
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