I was actually considering going to counselling just because I've been feeling in the dumps lately. I don't necessarily ahve a background of child abuse or huge family problems but I'm going there just to talk to a porfessional because I am not where I want to be. You're not crazy if you go to a counsellor...actually it's a sane thing to do to go ask for help . Trust me...it will help you get what ever is on your mind out. Counsellors are not judgemental and have dealt with a lot of tough embarrassing situations. everything will be fine...did you talk to your gf about it?