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I'm sorry to hear that the dogs had to go, i really do knwo how that feels, I had to part with my dog, who was bought for me at christmas 2 years ago. It was her 2nd birhthday the other day and I miss her so much, that was due to bad circumstances with me and my parents, they kicked me out.

I know that feeling of great loss, even with fostering dogs, i used to work at a kennels and became quite a attatched to some of the dogs there. It really is a saddening experience, but just think: They were lucky to live the life they did with you and to have found new homes, too. Maybe you could keep in contact with the people that have the dogs now?

As for your nephew, I also know how that feels. It is such a terrible loss and I hope that things can get at least a little easier for you. Hopefully the bad luck is over for you now and things will start to look up a little, try and be as positive as you possibly can and just remember the good times

Also with the friend killing herself, that is a very difficult thing to deal with, but you've got to remember that all of you in the group would have done what you could for her and there was nothing more that you could do because you couldn't do anything unless she was to let you in, you know? She had that choice and she chose to kill herself. It's obviously had and is going to have a huge impact on people's lives, but as I say, just remember that you did all you could

Take cae and I hope things ease up for you

TPND