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dear jacob,
i sort of think that if you worry you may be evil that you probably are not an evil spirit.
recently i realized that EVERY part is ultimately doing something to help the person survive. even my denial parts that have caused me alot of hardships were doing what they did to help me survive. (i had abusers who said they would kill me if i talked at all and then hurt me to make sure i believed them) keeping me quiet, then, was keeping me alive. it sounds to me like you may be a protector part to help soulful girl.
however, more and more we are beginning to see that the jobs, ideas and beliefs may have to change if we are to get well and fully functional. i am seeingWE CAN DO THIS WITHOUT going to war on each other. as host i am opposing self-injury behavior and other harmful behavior, but i sure need help on the way we eat! we are killing ourselves with junk food, literally and i hate it. help!!!!!!!!!!! sorry, this thread is not about me.
also, i did have some evil contained inside due to the wicked spiritual practices of some of my abusers. there can be a need to get spiritual help sometimes.
it has been SO important and helpful to my whole systems of alters to begin to work together and to stop the fighting. fighting just depletes the energy we need to change and live better. anything you can do to help alters or systems work together is in everyone's best interests.
this is an important topic jacob, thank you for bringing it up!!!!
leslie and her pixies
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