I think i need to take some time for myself and decide what i should do. I bought myself a cd today. I never buy anything for myself, and i did that. I decided this morning that my school problems are more important than my personal problems. I don't want to destroy my future.

This girl isn't the romantic type at all. One time i told her that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her and she started laughing, and shes always been like that. One night i was visiting her at her work, and me and her were the only ones in the store and i got down on one knee and proposed to her. Later i told her that i was serious, and she told me she took it seriously. We're gettin married when i'm 40... lol, hopefully sooner than that.