I slept some, but it was a feverish and restless sleep, I am so tired, I have a headache.
while at 3am this morning I felt like a raging lion, right now I feel like a small and weak.
I fell so little and vulenrable, and I am really having to fight with myself to get up and going. I am laying here in my room, in the dark under the blankets, drifting in and out of sleep and crying because I don't want to go to class, but I have no choice, I have a biology test to fail, and I have already missed to many days in Criminal Justice.

I just feel blah right now and I have for the past four days, I just don't..want this, and I don't know what to do. All that anger scares me and wears me out.

I am lost at sea