I used to tell my T that he saw multiples in trees and I wasn't one of them...after all I was sexually acting out and putting the body in danger and I didn' t feel I was doing anything wrong. Denial is the first step in the process. good luck with your therapist. I have been loaded up with heavy tranqs because MPD(DID) doesn't exist. Good luck, just be careful. One day the light bulb will go on. You know what I call false memory people-perpitrators.