Well guys, thanks for the support. I told him, in text messages because he wanted to know so bad even though I just wasn't ready. I really don't feel that much better, as I have so much fear that people will find out. He said that he will support me and help me. Here's the problem, he doesn't understand how that because I was abused, I don't have any trust. (BTW, It was by a family member). And he's so hung up on the past that he won't give me a chance to have that trust in him. He is so mad about it and we fight constantly. He's even told his dad about the trust issue which really hurts me that he went as far as to involve family. I don't know what to do. We will be together again in a little over three weeks and think that maybe some of this will go away. I am so lost