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Originally Posted by Lenny
Being honest with ourselves Rainbow is hard. Our lives are so filled with illusion, instant gratification and pretending.
But to sit quietly with oneself and see for even a moment.."who we are"..can be frightening yes,,,but so profound in what doors it can open for us..
You have just had such a moment...And I am happy for you.. 
Now comes the action and it can only be tempered with shame..Please let that go..no one here or IRL has any right to throw stones...we are all perfectly imperfect...
We are here to encourage you...but it is your commitment to change and your Faith that will turn the corner..
With Respect,
Lenny |
Lenny, bless you! You are right, it does come with shame, but I have to get past that and not allow it to keep me in hiding. That is the hardest part. These drugs just get such a hold on you, i have the break the cycle.. Albeit slowly. Making some progress, its sort of two forward and one back right now so its slow but its going somewhere. Thank you for your post.