((silent))))) i am only making a surmise, but you might feel sad due to a particular perception you ar experiencing regarding the concept of 'loss' ..

we can never deny when a person we've loved has gone physically absent.. attending the last reception for a loved one seems to be so much sadness for us..

but in truth we know that the persons soul and spirit has crossed over into the next beginning and phase of existence.. at their passing they've become a set of memories, thoughts, feelings and a whole mix of other emotions.. worse, at this time when we need their physical presence to answer those remaining questions for us, they are not here and we might begin to wonder when we may ever be with them again..

but we can still be with them now and always in heart and spirit.. their memory does not need to become filled with sadness only...

sending you kind thoughts that you may come to know a peaceful place in your understandings while you may offer the kindnesses you attempt to in your heart and mind for yourself, and as you weep and miss..... at least one moment during your suffering allow a simple smile of gratitude and kindness for yourself and this loved other if you are able...

the healing of love is the connecting force with you now and always