Seriously, my life sucks. I know, I haven't been on in a while because things were looking up a bit, but now they are down again.

I'm going to see a second therapist with my parents now. I wish my sisters would all go too, but of course they are all in denial to being part of the problem. It's everyone, not just one person. I even am admitting that I am not perfect. But, now I feel like a freak because I'm seeing my own, and now on Saturday we're meeting with the family one. How much more screwed up can I get?