Sweetheart! Here's a partial answer to your post. Don't forget you've got THE strongest weapon at your disposal; prayer.

I'm [You're] looking at a child forgiven
I'm [You're] looking at a soul set free
I'm [You're} looking at a pardoned prison'r who's walking now in liberty

What you're seeing now is a happy, happy child set free
Now what you see is not a perfect person
What you see is not a faultless soul
What you see is someone that Was broken until the hand of God made me whole
What you see is not a finished product
What you see might sometimes miss the mark
But I know my Father's eyes see only His sweet prize
A happy, happy child set free!