Yeah thats why he hates me reading magazines like Cosmo because he says that thats probably half the reason why i feel so bad about myself. He said he hates how women are portrayed in those magazines and that theyre not real. And that, for me being real and having a real body, Im way more attractive than them because he knows they have been airbrushed all to hell.

There is a website from Dove, I dont remember the actual address though, where it shows a woman whos totally normal, average looking. They sit her down, show the make up being put on and then show the photoshop and then compare the final picture to her in real life and they dont even look like the same person, its amazing.

I guess I got lucky because a lot of guys look at those pictures and think that those women really do exist and then hold other women up to impossible standards but he really doesnt do that. He actually makes me feel like the sexiest woman in the world a lot (which no one has ever done before) so I think well be okay. I just need to work on focusing on what I like about myself and what improvements Ive made instead of what still needs work.

Thanks again everyone for your responses. Everyone has helped me a lot.