Thanks Sunrise

Taking a break from my regular T may be a good idea. I have and appointment with my regular T and my new T next week, the following week I will be away on a cruise vacation, so this may be a good time.

I have a feeling my regular T will not totally want to agree to this because since my mom passed I have been slipping back into depression and I don't take meds for it. Yet, I don't think she will fight me on it either. I guess I can just see how it goes.

I can continue seeing my new T once a week while on break for my regular T , that way I can get a better feel of how things may go, hopefully the new one will agree with that, I can't see her not agreeing.

I just want to make sure that I am not just running away from any connection like I always do. My regular T just started a new practice near where she lives over an hour a way. I told her I was worried about that, going through all this and having her leave. She said she would still see me near where I live till the end, and that even after that if I needed to, I could call her and come in for an occasional visit. I just have a hard time trusting that in the back of my mind and feel I would rather get out before going further.

In reality its not like this couldn't happen to my new T but she is settled here, so in a sense I trust that more.

Hangingon