OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK
so that didn't go so hot.
hadn't seen T in 10 days or since i sent that email that started this thread. And let me tell ya.... OMG that was the hardest/worst session EVER.
I've never cried through the entire session. Not ever in 6 years of therapy... until tonight. She also kept over time 45 min @_@ because I swiched out through several alters (all crying) and going through every emotion in the book. so nearly 2 hours of crying... then you know, the processing on the way home, and for hours afterwards.
*breathing*