Thanks for the advice, guys. I'm feeling a lot better today, had sort of a rough night. Sky, you're right. I did a lot of thinking abut it today, and I think it all relates to me trying to change the way I view relationships, and possibly trying to start a new one for only the second time in a few years. I'm already feeling scared and trapped. I know I've got to work all this stuff out. I guess maybe I better just go back to the therapist. Thanks for responding everyone.