I got the impression today that T and Teacher T are still talking about me. I had told T in a teasing way how much better Teacher T is about e-mail. And I said to her today, "I love e-mailing with you, your replies are so helpful" and she laughed and said "Yeah, T was giving me a hard time about that, he said I was making him look bad".

When I see T I am going to ask how often they DO talk about me. Somehow I feel like I'm coming up in casual conversation?! It's weird - my relationship with T feels different since starting with Teacher T...more "friend"-like...I wonder if it's because THEY are friends and I've been thrown into the mix, and my relationship with Teacher T isn't a normal therapy relationship, and it's making T think of me differently in some way?! I'm confusing myself. And hijacking.

But it IS odd to know the people involved in my care are talking about me. I guess that's where I'm going with this.

I'm glad you got some sleep after all of that, Kiya!!